So, I was browsing cars online today, and the ones I want? Are expensive. More than I want to pay, even used. Depressing. However, it's not a problem for now, because I have delayed all life-altering decisions until after I pass the PE. Which means that in December (hopefully!) I can think about a new(ish) car, and maybe look for a new job, and really think about whether or not I want to stay in North Carolina. (To my NC friends: Nothing personal. I love you all and invite you to move with me!) It's not that I don't like NC; I do. I just don't love it, and I don't feel that there is much holding me here. That said, I don't know where I do want to go. I'd go back to MA, but the cost of living scares me. (Also, once I asked Orion if he wanted to move to Massachusetts, and he bit me.) California is a no. Florida is a no. I'd move to Virginia if I could live in the Culpeper-Orange-Madison area, but the jobs in my field aren't there.
I rode yesterday; this was after cancelling lessons (the scheduled and the make-up). I actually just paid for the missed lesson, because my last riding lesson wasn't fun. I was looking for the ride to do what it usually does- raise my spirits. It didn't do that, even though I rode (and specially requested) Solie. Riding is what I do to get away from life, and if it wasn't going to do that, I didn't want to ride. Unfortunately, I have a show coming up. So, I sucked it up yesterday and went. It was a better ride, technically. I'm still not spiritually there, and am concentrating way too much on the mechanics.
I spent three days this week doing field sampling. (Very hot!) I walked in to Cool Boss's office today, and he said, "You're brown!" (Note: I did wear sunblock. No burn!) And the brown? Extends all the way down to my feet, where I have a Teva tan. Because I am just cool like that.
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