Mom just IM'd me to tell me that they are going to be moving my Grandfather into the nursing home permanently.  I was hoping he'd be coming home soon.  Actually, I assumed he would. 

I wish I could explain how sad I am feeling right now.  I am sitting here with tears in my eyes.  Intellectually, I know that he can't really care for himself anymore, and this is the best place for him.  Emotionally, I want my grandpa, the one who used to take me to the beach in the evenings, back.

I am thankful that my move to NC, while placing me closer to him geographically, allowed me to grow closer to him as well.  I spent many lunches at the Pig n Steak (his favorite lunch spot) listening to stories I'd never heard before.  He is a good man, a kind man, a man whom I know loves me.  Please keep him in your thoughts.